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Stupied Little Kids [Jun. 15th, 2010|02:01 am]
Justin Meader
[Current Location |Bed Room]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

i starting to fell my age and i look at the kids i would normally hang out with int he past in chat rooms and its just like WTF they dumb immature and some stupid ones are so over Bering that i can't even hug a persons i see a kid sister for years with out him going onto a rant about it.. i mean what gives somebody that's 14 years old a godly right to say who and who can not hug r talk to one person ??? am i really getting that old and growing up that i am able to spot the difference now... i can remember when i acted like damn it i must have been a real pain in the ass though i didn't go on a none stop rant for somebody hugging somebody else but you all get what i am saying about me and my past.......... dang it now i got to reread all my entry's up tot date to see what i was like back then go figure...
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thinking [Apr. 11th, 2010|12:29 am]
Justin Meader
[Current Mood |blankblank]
[Current Music |Bryan Adams - Here I Am]

its been way too long sense i had written in here i know but things get boring for me and other details play out in my head over and over like some white water rafting trip...

in short i been board , depressed and on the verge of just running out side of the house and down the street screaming and naked as a jail bird...

things have a odd felling to my memory as i see pictures of stupid things i did and i thoroughly enjoy them but it makes me rember times when i was happy with myself and carefree.... one can never know what goes though ones head when stuff like this apper but the person that is experiencing them right then and there...

i got to get back on my feet to have fun and make some pals out side of the internet i think that is most of all what is driveing me nuts being so close to so many yet unable to be near them to see them in perosn to laugh to joke to cry......

this is one of those times dispite i know i got people all aorund pals here a lovely Gf who is the love of my life at this time... i fell more alone then ever before

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STUPIED MIDGET [Nov. 12th, 2009|07:02 am]
Justin Meader
[Current Mood |stressedPissed and thinking]

man oh man how does one go on and on about whats been happening today post is all about the stupid girl know as Midget .. AKA the youngest sister of my family well not really my sister but more like a pain in my ass type deal.. lately she not been talking to us not saying a word being all bitchy and mean in the process... a lot of things happen and i do mean a lot liek for starters she has gone really secrtive and all of that and when it cames down to it today she went to the police peeps and clamed rape on Halloween night.. she admits to drinking a ton and all of that..but so many things don't make sens to me and most of those are her so called facebook and Myspace comments i mean if this happened she would have said something acted differently or am i worn int his assumptions the comments are as followed in her own words form the 31st to today...

My space
(have taken the name away and put in Midget my nickname for her for sercuirty reasons)

Midget I'm sooooo soory Vinnie!
Posted at 7:20 PM Nov 6 from Mobile

Midget: you know what, im done being sorry, done with people, go ahead and believe the liar, and if you really want to kill me, go ahead lets see who will end up on the
Posted 17 hours ago from Mobile
Mood: pissed

Vinnie is Female so you all know and evidently it was her BF that did it... why would she be saying sorry to somebody if she did not Intent to sleep with him int he first place.. as for the other one for My space well i guess Vinnie don't believe her when Kris accuesed Vinnie BF/Husband of the whole ordeal in the end... with myspace i see her side for what she is saying to some degree but face book gets a lot more interesting..

Facebook ((Order from newest to oldest))

If no one is going to believe me then fine! Whatever! I'm going to give up on trying to get people to know the truth!
Yesterday at 1:40pm via Facebook Text Message

The truth being that she was raped YET after she finally admitted to the Family last night about it.. and this is after she had called her real mother and said we threw her out out of the house and that nasty 5 min message...she did not stay at home nooo she was giggling and having fun HELL she went once again to spend a night at a BOYS HOUSE of all things I'm sorry with how she is and i know her long enough if it really was rape and what happened she would not do that she be staying at home all scared cause she mentioned she did not want to go to work today as well because of this problem....

Midget Im sooooo scared, my ex best friend wants to kill me......hmmm lets see who will see monday.Yesterday at 12:33am via Facebook Text Message

her Ex BF being her pal Vinnie.. of course she would want to kill her she just pretty much accused Vinnie BF/Husband of rape and is going though with the charges at this moment.. but to say the whole monday part seeing that's when they work together i am guessing and knowing the midget she wont let this one rest what so ever and be over and done with it she going to go after Vinnie mistake if you ask me on this

Midget Is at a friends wondering why it didn't happen, why it wont happen....

This tell me that that nothing happened (BTW it was sent on the 10th of Nov)that she had told him no to the whole thing as it will never happen that he wont sleep with her who knows buts how i am reading into this


Just found out this is in reference to Jack (Mentioned below) a guy she she ADMITTED TO WANTING TO SLEEP WITH and it did;t happen why would you do that of all things 10 days after the fact and BEFORE you report it to the police and what not i mean of all things in the end GOOD GREIF...and she went out with him LAST NIGHT ((aka the 11th of Nov into the 12th of Nov)

Midget Its no one's damn business what happened!!! Mind your own damn business and stay out of mine!!November 8 at 8:10pm via Facebook Text Message

This one alone told me that she did do something and that it was spreading all over work and people was asking her.. if its nobody business THEN WHY post something like this up on facebook for them all to see considering most the peeps she works with have her on facebook not to mention this day she was picking on me and having a tone of fun everdently she was crying the whole day in the end.

Midget Going to hit the hay. Cant wait till tom, going to work then out with a few friends....maybe a repeat of this morning? Maybe better?November 8 at 1:27am via Facebook Text Message

not sure how to take this one a repeat of this morning does that mean she sleeps with him more then once if that's so would it really be consider rape after that fact ???

Midget Wonders what will happen now?? November 7 at 3:13pm

i guess she does have some form of a little voice in her head telling her right from wrong.. as she now roughly 7 days after the "incident" is now wondering what is going to happen to her

Midget Having fun at friends for the night....tho wondering where katie went.

fun at a pals house when you claimed to be in Pain and suffering what more her pals Vinnie and her hubby was there as well...why put yourself in that position and the person she was over at the house with WAS NOT EVEN THERE WTF

Midget Regrets what she did....wishes she could take it back!November 6 at 7:16pm via Facebook Text Message

i dont understand why would you regret something you had no control over int he end ??? noo i think she did it willingly and now she finally having 2ed thoughts about the whole ordeal...

Midget Ears pierced....hair dyed......other things happened......what is going on with me?November 3 at 12:18am

yes folks she did all of that 3 days after the fact and went and spent the whole day with pals why would you do that VS going to report it of all things i mean common sense here and what not...not that this has any effect but this is between the 11 or so day's that she was crying her eye's out none stop..OH YES on top of that all this was done with Vinnie her kiddo and the perons who "DID THE PROBLEM" to create this whole rant / rave post

Midget Feels rebelious.....gotten her ears peirced, and will be dying her hair soon!November 2

i HONESTLY do not know what she needs to feel rebellious about i mean after all she 20 years old, lives at home shelling out 50 a week to stay here she don't got to do chores and the only real rules she got to follow are

1)keep her bed made
2)keep the bed room clean
3) Tell us were she going when she leaves (mom enforces that rule for all that live under her roof)

i mean really is that so much to ask for after all ??? i mean every now and then i ask her to clean the bathroom or something but it's rare that happens

Midget Had an odd Halloween....a messed up Halloween, that can or cannot be life changing.....November 1 at 9:17pm via Facebook

THIS aka the Halloween is when it all happened but from what she told us i don't UNDERSTAND how this could have happened..... she went out trick or treating with her pal Vinnie and her kid most the night.. evidently Vinnie had left something in her purse and Midget and her went away leaving the baby alone... it got into the purse and what ever it was not to drink it did and they called 911... roughly about 10 that night .. then about 20 mins later she was home dropped off by another pal and nothing was wrong in fact she said hello asked us how her day was and all of this... i mean when was the whole "RAPE" soppsed to happen in this matter ???? i mean if it happened as she said it did it was on
the car ride home yet she showed no signs of it happening.. and she even admit to drinking at this time ... i think on all honesty she WANTED it to happen and when she sober up after the fact she regretted her choice... OH yes while i am at this in the end she went to another MALES house (Look above in one of the posts to the name jack as i said all names hidden for hidden sakes) she went out with him and spent the night i mean IF THIS HAPPEN would you trust somebody that's pretty much a unknown stranger and spend the night at his house ??? then she made the off comment she might be pregnant ... good grief i swear she lacks COMMON SENSE all over the broad...

and before i am ripped into i lived with this person sense 11th grade or so... back in 2001 knew her for longer then that... she is a lier and a Manipulative BITCH though and though.. i mean this is the girl when she wanted a dress for a Play she was part off 4 months away she wanted the dress then and there and we told her not yet she went to all the curches complaining how poor she was and baling her eye's out to get the said dress when she wanted it.. HELL she used to do this in high school say we wont buy her any new stuff and people would buy her clothing shoes leave us nasty notes(most of witch i found and threw away cause my mom and family didn't need to deal with the shit) soo yah this is the type of person she is...

in the end in my HONEST opinion she wanted to sleep with the guy got drunk did the deed.. felt bad for her choice.. went and told her best pal Vinnie(who the guy is pretty much marryed too) claming she did;t want it to happen.. got threaten by Vinnie(of course that's a natural reaction in the end) and rather then risk anything else went to the Police and filed both a restraining order and rape charges of all things to get her own way in the end.. in short a STUPIED PETTY GIRL.. Opions anybody i know i am going on and on and on but there only so much that i can take and she FINALLY after all this time pushed me over the edge...... if i must be flamed becuase of this all then please do so i will understand what your getting at...
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time flys away [Oct. 27th, 2009|03:47 am]
Justin Meader
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

man time flys sometimes then it slows down does anybody else get that odd ball felling in the end ? or is it just my imagination alot has happened well not so much a lot int he end but enough to matter i'm still jobless dispite my best guesses and bets at this time.. and thats dragging me down

recently i joined a new rp room i like rping in there but i still fell out of place this is a fisrt and i talk to theses people none stop during the whole it me i am rping in the end i never knew or understood things... well here i go again a group of people and i still fell like the odd perosn out wish i stop felling that way
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Writer's Block: My Dream Job [Sep. 14th, 2009|03:59 pm]
Justin Meader
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What is your dream job? Do you think you'll ever have it?

i am all ready doing it travling about the world cooking at various places in short i am having an ton of fun were ever i go with out an care in the world
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life is here [Aug. 9th, 2009|07:53 pm]
Justin Meader
Not much been happening just sititng here thinking about various things now and then lol

well what little has happened its been boring still at home doing nothing but cleaning the house at random times role playing you know the typcal norm stuff.. of course that dont mean the rest of the family is out doing nothing noooo not at all

lately my sister "Brandy" has had this crush on the ice cream man i think its really werid cause he not Asian but an skinny white Amercan with tattos and that is so outside her norm that she usally swoons over in an really good way it shows she changing little by little and that's an good thing in the end..

as for the freking Midget lets say she min she got that damn blasted cell phone all she does is talk talk talk text text text and ignores the rest of us then gets mad when we do somehting and not tell her but that's because she don't got to bed till like 7-8 am in the morining and that is her fault and nobody elses what so ever and she wonders why i wont talk to here theses days

other then that nothing else been happning an bit of this and that moveing my files from geocitys to photobucket little by little after all got to get it done an upset they got raid fo brefcase and did not send me an notice i mean i lost some stuff there i wanted to keep the freking Morons

let see anyhting else nope most likely not other then i think i am going to start up an pic of the day something so my memroy can rember stuff in the end


i know not nice of me but i love this Picture and credit is due to were i got it from this site has tons and i do mean Tons of Picture all of this Quility if not better

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What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? and those that know me does this sound like me ? [Aug. 3rd, 2009|03:25 pm]
Justin Meader
You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
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15 weeks [Aug. 2nd, 2009|01:40 am]
Justin Meader
wow i think that's the longest i have ever gone and not make an post so much has happend in the last 15 weeks so little time to post it .. most importedly i should say i am bored still no work to be had other then the odd ball job i find here and there.. and so i'v been doing chorse aournd hte house to earn my keep i dont like it but hell got to do somehting.. am going job hunting again soon i need to do somehting before i drive myself nuts

other then that been made an Councle member and Admin of an message bored for an room i chat in i'm happy took me long enough and i fell i can do an good job at this heh may take me some time to weed out the people that are still around in there and what not

well other then that picked up an PSP with an ton of game thanks to my mom and been haveing an blast with all of that

well peace out

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Computer is back [Apr. 13th, 2009|06:54 pm]
Justin Meader
got my computer back minus most my good programes that i wont have anymore and i am thinking of telling GTLC this year to go fuck themselfs as i know there alot of reaosn as to why i was not allowed back in colter bay and all fo that beyond me and what not

not sure what to do am bored with life my mom wants to keep me here but just want to go travling i like it honestly truth to be told
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2009|12:21 pm]
Justin Meader
Bet alot of peeps wonder weere i poofed to well this time aournd my computer got somehting that could notbe solve under normale meashers so i did an whole system recovery and it reset my computer and knocked out both my wirelss and my sound.. lol manged to get teh sound fixed still trying to figaure out my wireless int he end go figaure

so there were i am no internet save for an few mins here and there thanks to meh mums computer
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